be yourself

Assalamualaikum.

So, actually there'is nothing in my mind or any idea to talk about in this post.( i mean about my daily life ) I just wanted to write ( typing) something . It's have been a long time i didnt update anything in this blog.

Okay, but honestly, the title of this post is kinda boring and i beat everybody always heard about being ourself and dont copy others. But that's something that really hard to do . Sometimes i dont know how to be myself when im with my friend and family . It's not that im fake ( yeah maybe thats what reader(s) think of me rn , i think ) , but it's just something that so hard to control.

When im trying to be my self it's just that im afraid i'll lose my friend . And , im afraid when im trying to say something that im comfortable with it (something that i really wanted to talk about ) that's make anyone who heard that will get hurt .

I know that some people will say , BE YOURSELF , DONT THINK ABOUT HATERS OR OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT US , JUST LET THEM GO IF THEY WANT TO

but dont you think that's will make your relationship with someone will become worse . Be yourself or for me be ourself is something that too random in every situation , idk how to say this but sometimes , words be yourself is true or i will agree with it when you change yourself from a bad person to a good person. It's not that we're not being ourself, it's just we wanted to change to a better person. it is wrong. when we try to change, other people be like " dont copying other people, try to be yourself" but dont you think to be someone better than you're be right now. It's not youre copying but more to make them as a role model and make yourself better than yesterday .