2017, means another year to start a new chapter in my life.
I know i sound cliche , but yeah . I start to think about my new moto for this new year too, ( generally , usual like past year) .
Dont low confident ,
CONFIDENT,
dont over confident.
Im basically know who i am . And im kinda hate myself sometimes. Oh wait, can i just delete the word sometimes when actually, multiple times that i hate myself .
I always thought myself , for love myself, please be confident in life, dont overthinking about something that not even suppose to be afraid of . Ugh ,,,
So, i have that kind of thinking . Hate myself, low confident level, low self-esteem, overthinking about something.
So,this 2017, i want to make opposite of my flaws which is , confident,try to love myself more, try to accept everything aka fate , about something that i dislike to do, stop overthinking and start think positive and push away all negative vibes around me,
Yeah, actually aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku ni jenis yang suka cari masalah even tak ada pun masalah tu, but, tulah, this year i want to change myself, ...
Assalamualaikum w.b.t
-nothing special . Just pretty bored new year. Kill my times by re-watching anime ' my youth romantic comedy is wrong as expected .' // home alone ,
-Got a new inspiration to write(type) my thought , aka to improve my english in this blog.
-Start thinking about my future , probably because i hv end my life as a high school student last month .
-How i am going to do , ? University ? Diploma ? Of course , im suppose to make a move , i meant , (decide from now,) what career , or else what course should i take , and what im interest with . It's much more harder when im start thinking about career/ work maybe 10 years later . (too long ?)
-Just though about how im gonna make it as a university student .
- Being adult is not easier , so, i prefer high school life much more. But i know i cant reset time and get back to the time i start my form 1 high school life.
- How stupid i am , i know.
- Im not really confident with my self. Im coward and i know it. Sometimes i tried motivated my self, not overthinking about something that shouldn't suppose to be worried of, but yeah .
I dont know how to overcome it .
